Almost Buddhist - 戲‧論

貴妃 她不希望她的未來的過去 只有海風 稻田 和一片她不以為然的天 朝朝暮暮 年復一年 她清楚她的夢想在哪裡 只是一張車票的距離 她排除萬難 獨自一人 栽進陌生的皇宮 究竟人要堅持生活多少年 才恍然那只不過是 另一座熟悉的迷宮 海闊天空的鳥籠 似懂非懂的貴妃 不在乎那些似是而非 她只想好好地活 可怎麽活才算好好地 當她思考著菩提 煩惱也越來越立體 這座宮殿早已中了毒 賺錢只是為了兌現痛苦 小栗子是份意外 不是她原本的期待 淚水淹沒回家的路 她想離開卻無法離開 也許某天 貴妃將懺悔 她的過去的未來 沒有海風 稻田 和一片一目了然的天 遲遲暮暮  度日如 年

It’s just the cloud It’s just the cloud No need to shout Everything will be okay When the sun’s out It’s just the cloud Soon it must disappear But I’ll still be right here Where I used to fear It’s just the cloud But when I look at it I still feel like sinking in To the thick and thin It’s just the cloud Or maybe, it’s just me Right where I’m not supposed to be Thinking it’s just the cloud --TwoOne (August 13, 2014)

Outta Time When outta time I'll let go of whatever is mine And be whatever you need For nothing else Will ever be true to me When outta time There'll be no tears but joy Be grateful is the only choice No fears but hopes For a better life that copes When outta time Life will be in slow motion Everything will be my motivation To get to see the truth Of reincarnation When outta time I'll walk along the promenade Try not to serenade The truth I've learned The life I've lived When outta time I'll pray to Buddha Amitabha Never will I surrender To my pride, my greed, and my anger When outta time... I wish I wouldn't have to wait Till I'm outta time --TwoOne

Self-reflections You talk, not walk You mock, not rock You smile, you fake Please, for God's sake Don't nudge and push Don't beat about the bush Don't rain on my parade Don't try to make things stay Shoot, you're everything Yeah, everything but nothing Shut up, honey I just want to see my Sunny. 09-07-2009

Let that be enough I wish I had what I needed To be on cloud nine Because I'm tired of pretending That everything is fine And it all seems so easy To be a soulless doll I'm a fly that's crazy Trying to get through the window All I see It could never make me happy All I have It would finally lose its meaning Let me know that you see me Let me know your touch Let me know that you're near me Let that be enough It's my birthday today Have I had a go For things that I wished for Many years ago I feel sad Watching mistakes repeating Oh, what am I? I'm just a kid who's asking Let me know that you hear me Let me know your touch Let me know that you love me Let that be enough 08-07-2006

A New Leaf So it is, like it always has been It hits me evey fragile minute I wonder why That's the way it is, some lies to tell Work to do, and go to hell I don't want to get up and yell About how it is, from place to place With different faces I wonder why That's the way it should be, I want to change So long my past, and now it's a new page I won't be trapped anymore in this cage 16-04-2006

Daily Grind I opened my eyes, wish I'd be fine With no worries in mind, and nothing to fight Still I'd be fooled, with a whole lot to do I caught the bus, walking so fast I signed up my name, felt kinda strange People don't step outa their cage, and onto the stage It's sorta funny, they only care about money They're working so hard, making their mark Upon the earth, spirits of death I gotta type on, pretending strong And then she said, what's wrong with that? It turned me off, but they carried on Yelling, laughing, joking, so disgusting I kissed it goodbye, faking the smile I go around in circles, chasing the shadows There's no sun, the city is no fun I closed my eyes, seeing the sign There's no love, in the daily grind 27-06-2004

Moonshine To miss I must be alone To kiss We must be together I miss your kiss When I am alone More than I kiss you When we are together I cannot miss Without being kissed Or kiss Without being missed Alone I miss The times when we are together Together your kiss Frees me from being alone 14-02-2003

Untitled I joked.You smiled Lay down for a while Time plays its game And puts us in a trance It's time again To make it stand As if it's up to us Like it's always been I'm losing, but I'm not lost In this universe of maniacs Like to tell you All I want is you Valentine's day It looks the same Like it did five years ago When it first came to my sense Only sweeter now Since you arrived somehow Like a mantra to a man Whose true self has been found I'm losing, but I'm not lost In this universe of maniacs Like to tell you All I need is you 14-02-2009